You wander from room to room
hunting for the diamond necklace
that is already around your neck.
Every New Year I begin to look forward to all of the exciting things that I am going to challenge myself to do. In previous years I have quit drinking, done Paleo Whole30 challenges, lost weight, trained for a half-marathon, and various other hard-core, high-intensity challenges. I generally would find a mountain to hike on the morning of the New Year and look out onto the islands thinking about all that I would conquer in the near future.
This year feels a little different. I’ve moved into a slower-paced, more introverted town. I’ve not taken the time to make a lot of connections here. I’ve spent a lot of time in the yard with my dogs or crafting something in my living room.
I’ve spent a lot of time thinking, worrying, planning.
This new year I think all I want to do is get back to the basics. I have been avoiding starting a new life in a new place. And I’m not saying I’m making a resolution to become a social butterfly in 2016. I really mean the basics.
I want to get back into meditation when I wake up in the morning. I am going to finish my meditation bench for myself before 2016, since trying to meditate on the couch in the sunroom in the morning is akin to going from one bed to another. I fall right asleep.
I am going to plan meals ahead of time. I am going to avoid gluteny cookies and crackers and bread because I think they are contributing to my never ending rash that appears and re-appears on my legs. So, I am going to plan dinners ahead, task Nathan to completing some of them, and take leftovers for lunches. My health is dependent on it.
I am going to continue to walk with my buddy, Maria on Thursdays and start walking on my own or with Nathan at least 2 other days. I am not going to hurt myself by trying to run right away. And I’ve got my jump-rope now, which I love. I’ve been doing tabatas with a variety of moves intermingles with jump roping.
I am going to visit Asheville and Colorado Springs and make a more researched decision before we move again.
Basically, I’m going to get back to the things that I already know work. I’m not going to try to lose 30 pounds or eat totally Paleo or join a buddhist temple. I’m just going to ease back in and take care of myself.
What are you planning for this new year?